and..

dear you,

all this quietness, only means one thing, happiness.

a lot of things will be changing around here at lavender and honey. this past year i have learned more about myself. i have learned that i care more about other people and their happiness before i even stop to think about myself. all the sadness has now vanished (well, not all, but most of it). for awhile i was just hanging on by a string and just existing. i was comfortable with that. the hurting. the sadness. so accepting of being walked on. i didn't want to have happiness because it felt unreachable after all these years. after losing my mom, not being able to attend school, attending cosmetology school and having it be a pretty bad experience overall.. and being alone without really being alone. well, it has left me with feeling comfortable with being sad. i wound't take back those experiences because they have shaped me into the person i am today. and who am i today you ask?

well, today, i am happier. i am enrolled in school again. i have a special someone (that might be the sweetest person in this world). i am excited for everything that is ahead. and really guys, really. this is real. AND. big things are coming.

love,

angella

ps

things are going to start feeling whole around here. just wait.