i just want to say merry christmas.
i just want to say happy new year.
I had huge plans to talk about how much I love the holidays. I love trees (christmas). I love colored lights. I love the smell of baked goods. I love just sitting in front of the tree completely silent and staring. I love the gift wrapping and the giving. I love the 'happiness' that it sometimes brings. The hot chocolate. The hot tea. The hot coffee. The love. The light. I love how it makes me realize how much I have.
I then went home. I love my small unconvetional family, I do. Sometimes though.. it leaves me feeling empty. Alone. Afraid. So..
i have been hiding the past few weeks.
i just want to say im sorry.
Feeling a bit lost. No direction. I think its the winter! A case of the winter blues. I think its time to step out and know that Im not alone. Ill never be. I have that small uncoventional family. And I have my friends. I have a lot.
Welcome 2011. I'm sorry I'm late.
3 comments:
don't be sorry! :) no one's life is 100% conventional or regular..you have to embrace what you have and make the most of it (which u totally do!) i <3 you so much and i'm so thankful we're friends! i'd love to get to know you better and hang out with you more this year...yay 2011! xoxo
Oh, I know how you feel dear. My family is so small and the little bit I have doesn't seem to get along with eachother :[
You need to hang out with me before I start school on Monday!
I agree with you that Winter has blues, I get them very badly. I have a funny sort of family being adopted and such and I rarely ever feel not alone. But you arent! And I hope to get to know you better before I leave and continue when I get back! Hang out soon Missy :)
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