full and whole

i'm always talking about finding substance. talking about becoming full, whole, something more. i'm always thinking that i'm not living but merely existing. i'm always feeling a little uneasy, like i'm one step behind the rest. i'm always seeing the potential of myself and thinking that's enough. but, that's not enough. i want to be.

today i am half the person i want to be.

on some days i loose the vision of the other half of a person. but, today, i sought out the other half. i was productive. i got inspired. i felt whole again.

also, one step is better than two.

photo: taken with my phone

real and full

this will become something more, one day.

one day when i find that balance between 15 hour work days and friendly faces (and some not so friendly faces). and one million other things. my brain feels a little bit exhausted. but, i am beyond excited with the amount of growth and life i've been experiencing. i cannot wait to share the stories. the substance is real. and full.