spaces.

A blank canvas

Making it a home.. With details.. Color.. Love.

I would really like my own place right now. I am constantly searching for inspiration.

White.browns.greys.sparks of color. clean. charm.simple.modern.vintage.

First two pictures: a chicago apartment on craigslist. all other pictures from some of my favortite blogs: Door Sixteen. Making it Lovely. Decor8. Paper Pony.

constant dream.

minnaparikka.com

short and sweet.

Liking the “laid back casual” but still very elegant looks above.
Needing to find a little black dress. (not that I don’t own enough black already, ha!) I also need color.

That quote is so good.

no updating plus aways inspired.

I really don't have my own computer right now.. explaining lake of updates!

one day I will be able to update update update.

until then...

Im thinking of a new name for this blog. something fresh.

no purpose.

i would really like true love again.
a space all my own.
green eyes can be beautiful.
the expression in her hands make you feel something more.



i wish i wish i wish




photos are from various inspirational blogs. want credit? just ask.. ill be happy to do so.

fairytales are true

In love with this show..

growing hairs out to look like this.





The fairytale like feeling you get when watching this show makes my heart skip. I love the colors, clothes, …. Just everything! I couldn’t ask for a better show. I’m devastated that is got cancelled.

everything is inspirational

I love flowers, interiors, and runnway.

note: none of these photos are mine. want credit? tell me! I will do so. : ). CLICK PICTURES TO MAKE BIGGER.

feeling beauty.

I don't know why... but this is
Inspiring.

run on sentence.

She wakes up feeling more tired each day. Reaches for her water, takes a sip. I don’t understand who I am anymore or what I need to do to become the person I would want to be. I am not only lost but beside myself. I miss things, without even knowing what I’m truly missing. I know all I have now is to go to the only thing that’s safe.





Things that been inspiring me and making me feel more alive:

Fresh flowers, water colors, the scent of lavender, soy lattés with two raw sugars, watching Audrey Hepburn, life stories, vintage wallpaper, steaming baths with lots of bubbles.

nothing unusual.

currently desiring basic white and purple tee’s, black pants/jeans, purple shorts, menswear blazers, ruffle bag, and a neat ring.

reflections

Looking back on 2008 I don’t know if Ill miss much. I don’t think anything really was accomplished. I am in need of a new year and hopefully it will bring something great. I know that none of this is going to get done if I don’t change. I need to push myself..

Draw. Read. Paint. Write. Learn another language. Build a wardrobe. Make a portfolio for M.A.C. Move out. Give school everything I have (for once). Spend more time with people I love. Learn how to cook. Sew everyday. Paint. Design anything. Go for walks. Relax and stop worrying. Start piano lessons again. Drink less coffee. No gossip. Listen more. Learn patience. Travel. Be okay with being alone.


I know I have more…but this is a start, right? I will change.. Not only because I want to. I NEED TO. Happy New Year!